i just nearly had a panic attack because i thought all the data from my goodreads account had been deleted.
When you are 13 years old,
the heat will be turned up too high
and the stars will not be in your favor.
You will hide behind a bookcase
with your family and everything left behind.
You will pour an ocean into a diary.
When they find you, you will be nothing
but a spark above a burning bush,
still, tell them
Despite everything, I really believe people are good at heart.
When you are 14,
a voice will call you to greatness.
When the doubters call you crazy, do not listen.
They don’t know the sound
of their own God’s whisper. Use your armor,
use your sword, use your two good hands.
Do not let their doubting
drown out the sound of your own heartbeat.
You are the Maid of Untamed Patriotism.
Born to lead armies into victory and unite a nation
like a broken heart.
When you are 15, you will be punished
for learning too proudly. A man
will climb onto your school bus and insist
your sisters name you enemy.
When you do not hide,
he will point his gun at your temple
and fire three times. Three years later,
in an ocean of words, with no apologies,
you will stand before the leaders of the world
and tell them your country is burning.
When you are 16 years old,
you will invent science fiction.
The story of a man named Frankenstein
and his creation. Soon after you will learn
that little girls with big ideas are more terrifying
than monsters, but don’t worry.
You will be remembered long after
they have put down their torches.
When you are 17 years old,
you will strike out Babe Ruth and Lou Gehrig
one right after the other.
Men will be afraid of the lightening
in your fingertips. A few days later
you will be fired from the major leagues
because “Girls are too delicate to play baseball”
You will turn 18 with a baby on your back
leading Lewis and Clark
across North America.
You will turn 18
and become queen of the Nile.
You will turn 18
and bring justice to journalism.
You are now 18, standing on the precipice,
trembling before your own greatness.
This is your call to leap.
There will always being those
who say you are too young and delicate
to make anything happen for yourself.
They don’t see the part of you that smolders.
Don’t let their doubting drown out the sound
of your own heartbeat.
You are the first drop of a hurricane.
Your bravery builds beyond you. You are needed
by all the little girls still living in secret,
writing oceans made of monsters and
throwing like lightening.
You don’t need to grow up to find greatness.
You are stronger than the world has ever believed you to be.
The world laid out before you to set on fire.
All you have to do
- tomorrow i am heading to nyc (my second out of three trips this fall) for a conference, and then up to boston on friday for a wedding. i am so tired of traveling, but luckily i will get to catch up with jenny, spend some time with my parents and see audra in lady day.
- this past weekend we ventured out to jack london square in oakland for the jack of all trades market. i had no idea how beautiful jack london square is, and there’s a miette there! (that should be reason enough to visit.) i love having time to explore on the weekends.
- i am currently reading all the light we cannot see by anthony doerr and loving it.
- i baked this cake for book club this weekend. very little effort for a huge reward.
- according to timehop, 4 years ago today i boarded a plane to austin to meet up with 16 strangers from the internet. i’m still proud of myself for doing that, and today some of those strangers (and other strangers that they introduced me to) are my closest friends. tumblr is a crazy crazy place, but one that i will always be thankful for - and i’m glad that it still exists (and people still use it), because otherwise i wouldn’t have many new friends out here either.
- september in san francisco is so incredibly beautiful. i will take this over east coast fall and winter any day.
But what if we weren’t sorry, not for any of it? What if it were fine to be not sorry? Jessica Goldstein, In ‘Wild,’ Reese Witherspoon Is The Perfect Imperfect Feminist (via annaverity)